Filled from the valley

Look closely to see clouds on the ground, that proceeded up the valley to cover the land.


Psa 19:1  … The heavens are declaring the glory of God, and their expanse shows the work of His hands. 
Psa 19:2  Day after day they pour forth speech, night after night they reveal knowledge. 
Psa 19:4  … their message goes out into all the world, and their words to the ends of the earth.
 
Light through the darkness, Christmas greetings to you from the otherworldly Sangre de Cristo Mountains, where the Blood of Christ speaks a better Word for you and me!

All things exist in and serve Him!

– all untouched photos –



This morning His creation in-formed me that even from the valleys in our lives, we can be filled with His Presence & goodness, enveloped in His glory.

Deep calling to deep, got any rumblings ‘beneath,’ maybe seemingly distant?  It would be easy to pay it no mind. 

At about 3 a.m. this morning I was so startled when out of the night, shouts,
“P-R-A-I-S-E in the Congregation!  Praise the Lord among the Throne!”  My eyebrows popped upward while I silently (not wanting to wake Susan) exclaimed, “Amen!”  I thought, “Wow, that won’t be hard to remember in the morning,” as sadly, many glimmers of the eternal by us all are left in the realm of faint, beneath the surface and never invited to come out and be seen.

Hours later, my darling stood next to me in the kitchen unaware of my 3 a.m. revelation as we began our morning routine, she was singing the lyrics of that specific Psalm!

We cloud-dwellers were hearing the exact same Psalm in the Spirit, praise be to Him in whom we all have our being.  Specifically, He strummed our hearts with four verses out of the greater than 31,000 verses in the Holy Word of God (precisely, 3:07 – 5:00 in this 6+ minute Song), these verses:

“…The procession of God has come into view
Into view, into view
The procession of the King is coming into
The sanctuary, come and see

And before Him, the singers, they sing
And before Him, the players, how they play
Praise in the congregation
Praise the Lord among the throne
See the least of all is leading them, even princes too.”

(Sons of Korah, Psalm 68c, vs 24-27)

Got any “little” places?  Any low, not-excited-about places?  Hmm, I deliver to you that which was first delivered to us!

There are Seasons when He comes rapidly from those very places to fill and to coat and to satiate our lives with Himself, to quiet us in His all-encompassing love.  So much so you can see nothing else!

You thirsty for that?!

Join us in faith, won’t you?  We’re inviting God into our lives and yours anew, looking at His creation for instruction and joining His orchestra, we speak these things into being for you and ourselves – may His glory be great! – through faith in the Name of Jesus Christ, earnestly crying out for us all to witness together, that even from your valleys and ours, “The Fountain of Israel” (Psa 68:26, ISV) may be praised anew far and wide!!

When it happens, remember the Lord and honor the Spirit from which speak, won’t you?

Filled from the valley, a meditation

12,352 ft peak of Greenhorn Mountain at sunrise this morning, 25 miles away, about to be swallowed up by The Cloud.
Same view as photo above, before & after The Cloud enveloped the land. “Then a billowing cloud filled The Temple of GOD. The priests couldn’t even carry out their duties because of the cloud—the glory of GOD!—that filled The Temple of God.” 2 Chron. 5:13-14

Strummed for you, unto His pleasure,
Robert & Susan Totman

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O God of vengeance, shine forth! 


Job 1:21  … The LORD gave, and the LORD has taken away; blessed be the name of the LORD.

Isa 45:7  “I form light and create darkness, I make goodness and create disaster. I am the LORD, who does all these things.”

Dan 4:35  All who live on the earth are nothing compared to Him. He does what He wishes with the heavenly armies and with those who live on earth. No one can hold back His power or say to Him, ‘What did You do?’

Dan 2:21  It is God who alters the times and seasons, He removes and promotes kings …

Psa 119:91  To this day … all things serve You. 

I remember walking down the hallway from the Control Room at the New York Air Route Traffic Control Center (ZNY) on 9/11, going to the cafeteria for a break after working an intense session of first ever combat air traffic control in the skies over New York. “America is at war,” rang with absolute clarity throughout my soul.   (Had coffee, returned to combat. One of very few selected to stay for overtime that day. Nightmares ensued, the violence of the perished souls dragging me to hell.  Jesus saves.)

The day before Charlie Kirk’s assassination, I began hearing war drums in the spirit realm, my ears opened through the Living God, Jesus Christ.  This grace arrested my attention, maybe like Moses at the burning bush.  I waited upon the Lord, listening, and the beat grew louder and more clear until I recognized what the Spirit was bringing to my remembrance:  Psalm 94, as sung by Sons of Korah.

During the morning yesterday, I began listening to the Psalm/Song repeatedly.  Later, when our brother was martyred, I prayed it all the more earnestly and hereby commend it to you in the Name of the Lord.  I don’t hear anything in this Living Word from God about praying for the “poor sinners,” curious. 

If you have a war cry (i.e., Psalm 94), I strongly suggest you begin plugging your whole soul into it (post script, the next day Erika Kirk says her heartfelt battle cry will be heard around the world).  It was more than two years ago when I heard my Sheperd’s Voice, “You must see yourself winning!”  With strong emphasis on must.  I agreed … and began seeking Him, “What, exactly, does winning look like?”

Can you believe He began with war?!  How might a child of God “win” without enduring a contest and overcoming?  He offered Psalm 144 in reply to my question.

Psa 144:1  Of David. Blessed be the LORD, my rock, who trains my hands for war, and my fingers for battle.

To His credit, I have cried out (in every kinda way, lol) the entire Psalm to Him every day since, minus the handful of days my wearied soul could not abide.  The Psalm calls on God for victory against legitimate foes and then details what winning looks like, according to my Great Shepherd’s counsel.  

War.

Then, on 9/11, and now – evidenced yesterday, may Martyr Kirk’s fruitfulness be multiplied by Him who sows and reaps all that He pleases. Post script, Ben Carson proclaims the “fruitfulness be multiplied” hyperlink verse (previous sentence) pertains to Charlie Kirk, even citing the time he was shot (12:24).

Let all God’s people gear up for and get used to war.  He has promised us victory on the other side (Peace after War says the Lord). 

War intensified on 9/11, when “out of the blue” (represents righteousness), terror struck.

War intensified in 2016, with greatly heightened attacks upon those who testify to and live within the reality of Jesus – King of kings and Lord of lords.

War began flooding out of the heavenlies in January 2020, He opened my eyes to see a horse running in full stride in the earth.  With hindsight, it’s not a stretch to say the heavenly horse was running swiftly into earthly war.

I perceived glimmers of light, grace from God, during the 2022 midterm elections in America … and then saw the darkness of election fraud mock and smother them.

In September 2024, despite witnessing a living President Trump (yes, pre-election) in the Spirit of Truth, I reported to all that “America’s season of opulence and decadence is over.”

Let yesterday’s horror help in-form you that there is more war to come.  Cry out for God to lead justice to victory, He promised He would do it without growing faint or discouraged.  And when you cry out for justice, do it believing He hears you and IS answering!  Cry out knowing.  Armor yourself up per God’s instruction in Ephesians chapter 6, where the Bible couldn’t be more plain in detailing that – like it or not, want it or not – you are caught up in and living within a war right now.

From Jesus, I share with you, please take comfort living in the light of Psalm 94 today.  This morning, He also commends Psalm 2, where we see God laugh at and rebuke those who refuse to be reasonable, terrifying them.

Once you’ve given your life to Jesus, consider that your time on earth will include hard service (to Him), perhaps like today.  Your endurance is pleasing to God, even as He reforms you through it, one of the beauties He brings out of the horrid gore of our humanity.  Scripture teaches that your endurance is taking you places and that He does not grind forever, that in His great wisdom He orchestrates magnificence (even from our often messy and/or lacking sacrifices of love and faithfulness to Him).  He is to be praised.

John 8:12  Again Jesus spoke to them, saying, “I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life.” 

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His Voice Thunders!

2025 Warning

Psalm 105:1  Give thanks to the LORD, call on his name, and make his deeds known among the people. 
Psalm 105:2  Sing to him! Praise him! Declare all his awesome deeds! 

For about 10 days leading up to the U.S. Presidential Inauguration, there were two very clear and prevalent themes which surfaced in God’s Word through my seeking Him daily:

1)  “This is My Word, destroying all opposition to Itself without fail and accomplishing all I have spoken.”
2)  “Warn them!”

From our Christmas Day, 2024, publication, “… the President-Elect will prove to be like a winter coat that saves America … from a cold and dark and bitter economic scenario…”   (read whole pub)

On Inauguration Day & the President’s first week in office for his second term:  “Once in a Generation Winter Storm – A once-in-a-generation winter storm is currently sweeping through the United States … This rare winter storm is unfolding amid bitterly cold temperatures … to cities that are not accustomed to harsh, cold weather. The National Weather Service has issued a blizzard warning for parts of southern Louisiana and far eastern Texas, which is the first-ever blizzard warning for any part of the Gulf Coast … This storm is part of a larger weather pattern affecting over 220 million people in the US, with bitterly cold air enveloping much of the country.”

Mark 16:20, “… the Lord kept working with them and confirming the Word with signs following.  Amen.”

Not a stretch:  A merciful God provides a billionaire businessman (who isn’t taking a POTUS paycheck, btw) to manage the coming economic crisis in America.

Isa 55:6  “Seek the LORD while he may be found, call upon him while he is near.
Isa 55:7  Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous person his thoughts. Let him return to the LORD, So he’ll have mercy upon him, and to our God, for he’ll pardon abundantly. 
Isa 55:8  For my thoughts are not your thoughts, nor are your ways my ways,” declares the LORD. 

Job 37:2  Listen to God’s thundering voice! Listen to the sound coming from his mouth. 
Job 37:5  God’s thundering voice is amazing! He does great things that we cannot understand. 

On Another Note, update from Nairobi

Two of the orphaned girls, rescued and then raised in Christian faith at our orphanage in Kenya have now graduated college, trained as teachers, praise Jesus!  Thank you for partnering with us in the Lord to change SO MANY lives for the better.

Pastor David with Jane & Annette at college graduation.

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Rejoice!

Merry Christmas, 2024 ! 

Rejoice!

Mat. 1:20  … an angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream, saying, “Joseph, son of David, do not fear to take Mary as your wife, for that which is conceived in her is from the Holy Spirit. 
Mat. 1:21  She will bear a son, and you shall call his name Jesus, for he will save his people from their sins.”

He came to die in my/your place for the penalty of the guilt of my/your sins, so that our names could be written in heaven!

Luke 10:19  Behold, I have given you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing shall hurt you. 
Luke 10:20  Nevertheless, do not rejoice in this, that the spirits are subject to you, but rejoice that your names are written in heaven.”  (italics mine)

Luke 10:19, 
“authority,” G1849, is “ex-oo-see’-ah” in the Bible’s original language and helps us arrive at English words like, “Exorcism.”  It means “mastery [over].”
“power,” G1411, is “doo’-nam-is” in the original language and it means “supernatural power.”    (Strong’s Concordance)

There is an enemy of mankind in the earth with supernatural power!  When we are submitted (surrendered) to Jesus, His mastery [given us] over the enemy is seen.  Jesus is the Prince of Peace, so it does not conflate the truth to say peace on earth is His victory.  His Word says He desires all people to live quiet, peaceful lives in holiness and teaches that this facilitates the spreading of the Gospel, the expansion of Christ’s Kingdom.

And yet, we so often see that it is disaster, not bliss, that causes people to turn to the Lord (says the 9/11 air traffic controller who came to Jesus because of that fateful day).

On 12/12/2024, my journal records that I woke before sunrise and greeted Jesus, asking to hear His Voice.  The next thing I know, I’m seeing a map of the state of California with its coastline in red alert status.  10 days later, headlines and articles manifest the same, “50 foot waves pound entire California coast, prompting many rescues.”  And, “Parade of West Coast storms bring life-threatening surf to Pacific Coast.”  This article included a map with California’s coast in life-threatening warning status … and when I read/saw it, I certainly acknowledged God as the Source of my insight.  (been praying for human safety)

I believe that fresh sequence of events was meant to encourage me to speak up now, as virtually the same type of thing happened on Christmas Eve morning when I woke.  This time, the answer I saw in response to my earnest plea to hear my Savior’s Voice was “World War 3 is happening.”

Reminds me of a sermon I delivered in September of this year that relayed God’s Voice, “America’s season of opulence and decadence is over.”

So your presidential candidate won?  If you are counting on him to provide you a Golden Age of peace and prosperity, your hope and discernment are misplaced.  I believe the President-Elect will prove to be like a winter coat that saves America from its enemies, even from a cold and dark and bitter economic scenario, IF God’s children will humble themselves in repentance from their sins.

I mean, at this point, that’s a best case scenario.

Through the coming seasons, remind yourself that your name is written in heaven and rejoice.  Submit to God and be at peace with Him.  By delighting in God’s Word, you align yourself with Him and are much more apt ending up in what He has promised:  A secure home, undisturbed rest & a peaceful dwelling. 

He has had me issue warning like this before:

Jer. 22:2  … ‘Hear the word of the LORD, O king of Judah, who sits on the throne of David, you, and your servants, and your people who enter these gates. 
Jer. 22:3  Thus says the LORD: Do justice and righteousness, and deliver from the hand of the oppressor him who has been robbed. And do no wrong or violence to the resident alien, the fatherless, and the widow, nor shed innocent blood in this place. 
Jer. 22:4  For if you will indeed obey this word, then there shall enter the gates of this house kings who sit on the throne of David, riding in chariots and on horses, they and their servants and their people. 
Jer. 22:5  But if you will not obey these words, I swear by myself, declares the LORD, that this house shall become a desolation. 
Jer. 22:6  For thus says the LORD concerning the house of the king of Judah: “‘You are like Gilead to me, like the summit of Lebanon, yet surely I will make you a desert, an uninhabited city. 
Jer. 22:7  I will prepare destroyers against you, each with his weapons, and they shall cut down your choicest cedars and cast them into the fire…” (Biblically, cedars can represent ‘royal’ leaders)

Prophecy and a doctrine of demons.


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Your Ultimate Prep for the Coming Storm

History, September 11, 2001

It was normal for me to have a dozen or more “feeds” plugged directly into one ear via an earpiece:  Numerous Air Traffic Control frequencies, adjacent ATC sectors, adjacent ATC facilities, pertinent military facilities, etc.  In the “tape” below, I am working the commended 9/11 ATC sector from roughly minutes 54 – 59.  When I am not responding to voices during that time, it is because my sector was not being specifically addressed.  While I worked ATC in New York throughout the day on 9/11, this segment of tape is quite calm, after the most intense parts of the day, and is the only recording to my knowledge in which the 9/11 Commission Report purposefully captured & retained my activity (despite me directly working attack jets, etc., that day).  They wanted the briefing I offered during minute 58.  For more details, please see the comment section of the official government video on YouTube and/or get the book, Corridors in the Sky.

Click to listen
0 – 45 seconds, Certifying (edited) recording for the U.S. 9/11 Commission Report.
During minute 54 – They edited out the pilot exclaiming, “Mayday! Mayday! Mayday!” as fighter jets “interrogated” his flight (deliberate near mid-air collision fly-bys directly off the nose of his aircraft/cockpit).  Desired pilot behavior achieved.  More details in Corridors in the Sky.
During minute 55  “Huntress,” Northeast Air Defense Sector (NEADS) military controller.
During minute 56 – Boston ATC Center abandons their facility due to [perceived] mortal threat from above.
During minute 57 – “Giant Killer,” U.S. Air Defense Identification Zone (ADIZ) military controller.
During minute 58 – Me offering an official briefing to a relieving controller, deemed relevant to the 9/11 Commission Report.  Ends when you hear me say, “Echo Tango,” an ATC signature that seals the briefing with my specific ATC identity (for accountability).  There are several errors in the official transcript; I addressed some of them in the comment section of the video.

Fast-Forward, September 11, 2024 

Introduction:

As Almighty God arranged to give me strategic behind the curtain insight (and defensive participation) during the 9/11 attack on America, so He has done the same today, during the current and active attack on the security and liberty of the United States.

January 2020, the Lord opened my eyes to see a horse in full stride, running.  Biblically, this could represent war or the Apocalypse – you judge

Click here, Consider the full message

America’s Season of Opulence and Decadence is over, says the LORD. (33-minute audio)

This map is the airspace, MANTA (Sector 66). We had to memorize the map and be able to draw it on a blank sheet of paper, with pencil and ruler (geographical features not required), before working each sector in which we certified, in case of RADAR failure. With radio frequency, an engaged brain and a heart that was all-in an air traffic controller could still do his job. It’s called non-RADAR and I worked many ATC sectors in the RADAR and non-RADAR environments during my time in the FAA.

In Memoriam, I woke *as* one of the ash heap victims on the 12th, literally gasping for the breath of life from the first of years of horrid nightmares with the grip of their death inextricably linked to my service that day, weighing and dragging my soul down, down, down.

Having done my best, adhering to all ATC procedures – including some pretty badass moves (i.e., SCATANA, Security Control of Air Traffic and Air Navigational Aids. It was “a thing” but had never been done before, may it never need to happen again.) – our systems and “expertise” failed those who were relying on us for safety & perished.  “Plugged into” active ATC sectors, my whole soul was always fully engaged, a participatory thrill ride. God had equipped me with an intuition for effectiveness that other controllers remarked as being next level – I was all in that day too. It wasn’t good enough.

If it weren’t for Jesus, I would not have recovered from their plight. I’m so honored to walk with and serve Him today in newness of life, evidenced here.

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Brain Transparency

Closer and closer, step by step. In November 2012, I faithfully relayed the day in which ordinary street cops will have tech to read your mind, to know your attitude toward the government. When I later left Facebook, I noted the text box inquired, “What’s on your mind?”

MUST SEE, from 30 seconds to 3:30 in this video: 
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If you take up your cross to follow Jesus, crucifying jealousy, lasciviousness, normalcy bias and all manner of self to seek and abide in God, the Holy Spirit will testify to Truth within you, helping you navigate the mine field which we all find ourselves now within.

Click here to fine tune your walk with Jesus Christ, Savior of the world:
Walk with Jesus, at all costs.

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Jealousy and War

 Suggested Prayer

Please pause to prayerfully consider, understanding that if you yield to anything other than the Holy Spirit in your consideration, your interpretation will not render truth but deception.  Sometimes, unholy feelings or spirits can cause believers to, literally, miss God. 

I submit the following for your reverent consideration, praying that we would all give God glory, stripping every enemy of His of all influence – in Jesus’ Life-Saving Name.

October 1, 2023, publication,
Peace after War,” declares that either War or Apocalypse has come to America, God moving to put a stop to the madness of men.

October 6, 2023visions (3.5 minutes) as shared from the pulpit on 10/8/23,
1)  Already in a lion-infested land (1 John 2:181 Pet. 5:8-9), spiritual enemies as well as men who behave as wild animals roam America.
2)  The fruit of Elon Musk portends that the wicked atmosphere is producing destroyers “coming down, even coming our way.”

October 7, 2023, evidence from Musk’s baby of a wicked atmosphere producing destroyers descending upon the land [a sign regarding America’s future].

Click to view on Twitter / X.

October 8, 2023, so-called leaders in the Church channeling hell into the earth rather than God, “Jealousy and War,” 59 minutes (18:45 – 19:40 in the message is birthed out of 10/6/23 visions). Many of God’s people – innocent people – will be caught up in the enemies’ destructive, murderous behaviors. Their blood is upon the hands of believers who refused to give God glory.

I believe the enemies’ plans are to “flood the zone” (their words) with a Wolf Blitzer (symbolic name) attack upon all that is dear to God – from possible biological, cyber (including electricity), supply-chain, financial and physical-attack vectors.

If you take up your cross to follow Jesus, crucifying jealousy, lasciviousness, normalcy bias and all manner of self to seek and abide in God, the Holy Spirit will testify to Truth within you, helping you navigate the mine field which we all find ourselves now within.

ps – I’m not angry or scared; but those who have been angry (instead of dying to self to seek God) should be very afraid! There is still time to repent and be saved, though I do not believe that will turn the destroyers away (per 10/1/2023 Message).

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Peace after War

(ps, Israel declares War just days after this publication.)

Click image to read about Peace after War
(Suggested Prayer)

Christ warred for you and won by His Cross, now it’s time for you to war for Him and win by your cross … or be held accountable for refusing His call upon your life, thereby ushering humanity into a world-changing, horrid defeat.

Mat 10:34  “Do not think that I came to bring peace on earth. I did not come to bring peace but a sword! 
Mat 10:37  The one who loves his father or mother more than Me isn’t worthy of Me, and the one who loves a son or daughter more than Me isn’t worthy of Me. 
Mat 10:38  The one who doesn’t take up his cross and follow Me isn’t worthy of Me. 
Mat 10:39  The one who finds his life will lose it, and the one who loses his life because of Me will find it.” 

Gen 4:9  Then the LORD said to Cain, “Where is Abel your brother?” He said, “I do not know; am I my brother’s keeper?” 
Gen 4:10  And the LORD said, “What have you done? The voice of your brother’s blood is crying to me from the ground. 
Gen 4:11  And now you are cursed from the ground, which has opened its mouth to receive your brother’s blood from your hand. 
Gen 4:12  Whenever you work the ground, it will no longer yield its produce (strength) to you…

These Words are for you, for me and for this dark and perverse, self-centered generation – a call from the King of kings to repent.

9/24/2023
Susan and I discussed the grace given us in Jesus Christ in light of our 20-year anniversary of being born from Above (John 3:3, 10/26/2023).  Specifically, as shared in the 9/10/2023 video sermon, the night in 2004 when we were awakened by the loud cry of a man’s penetrating voice:  “Elijah!” shouted the Voice (from where our children were “camping” in the living room), as brilliant light overflowed from every crevasse of that part of the house, witnessed from our bedroom.  New in the Kingdom, we received the supernatural encounter as part of our call to follow Jesus.  Of this spirit, Scripture says, “…he will go before Him in the spirit and power of Elijah, to turn the hearts of the fathers to the children, and the disobedient to the wisdom of the righteous, to make ready for the Lord a people prepared (Luke 1:17).  This is what Susan was stewing upon in June 2023 when she prayed for my ailing physical heart … and it was healed!

While undeniable, glad-making fruit has come of that grace (Church-plant, two orphanages, God revering family, etc.), we were ashamed when measuring the exceeding riches of grace given us against the sum total made apparent over these 20 years (We’re aiming, after all, for a Happy Day in-deed at the Judgment Seat of Christ).  Heartfelt tears of sorrow were shed before God, ultimately entrusting ourselves to the irrevocable gifts and calling of our God with the Cross of Christ in mind, heart & confession of mouth.

Looking to Him in His Word, Psalms 32 – 35 were granted to wipe away our tears:

The Blessedness of Atonement (Psalm 32:1-2, prompting acceptance of Romans 4:4-8).

Psalm 32:8
a) I will instruct you (H7919, prosper through intelligence, skill)
b) and teach you (H3384, flow as water; different than to teach by “goading,” H3925) in the way you should go;
c) I will counsel you (H3289, advise well, guide, purpose) with My loving eye upon you. 

He frustrates the plans of the [wicked] people and thwarts the [unrighteous] purposes of the nations, but His plans and purposes stand firm forever (Psalm 33:10-11).

Rescued from every fear and delivered from every trouble (Psalm 34:4 & 6).

Psa 34:5  Look to Him and be radiant; and you will not be ashamed. 

Psa 34:18  The LORD is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit. 

Psa 35:1  Of David. Contend, O LORD, with those who contend with me; fight against those who fight against me! 

Psa 35:7  For without cause they hid their net for me; without cause they dug a pit for my life. 
Psa 35:8  … let the net that he hid ensnare him; let him fall into it—to his destruction! 
Psa 35:9  Then my soul will rejoice in the LORD, exulting in his salvation. 

Psa 35:24  Vindicate me, O LORD, my God, according to your righteousness, and let them not rejoice over me! 
Psa 35:25  Let them not say in their hearts, “Aha, our heart’s desire!” Let them not say, “We have swallowed him up.” 
Psa 35:27  Let those who delight in my righteousness shout for joy and be glad and say evermore, “Great is the LORD, who delights in the prosperity of His servant!” 
Psa 35:28  Then my tongue shall tell of Your righteousness and of Your praise all the day long. 

9/25/2023
I woke hearing, “The chariots of God are tens of thousands [thousands upon thousands],” from Sons of Korah Psalm 68(c) along with “Your troops will be willing on the day of WAR,” from Sons of Korah Psalm 110.  Please reverently hear these Songs of War, embracing the divine vibration of Victory sent to you today from the Spirit of God.  In days ahead, you will need it.

9/26/2023
A Sister from our local Assembly sent us:
Angels assigned to each believer, 18-minute video that expounds Sons of Korah Psalm 68(c)! 
 
Same day, I saw the grace of God in the Davidic Covenant (2 Samuel 7:4-17) get “face-to-face” with lovers of God to remind of His Faithfulness, Greatness & Mercy, even when circumstances strongly assert that He has scattered for good (Psalm 89).  The cost to enjoy this face-to-face grace?  You and me taking up our cross to follow the Living God, Jesus Christ.
 
Jer 31:10  Hear the word of the LORD, O nations, and declare it in the coastlands far away; say, ‘He who scattered Israel will gather him, and will keep him as a shepherd keeps his flock.’
 
Psa 89:22  “No enemy will deceive him; no wicked person will afflict him. 
Psa 89:23  I will crush his enemies before him and strike down those who hate him. 
Psa 89:24  My faithfulness and gracious love will be with him, and in My name his power will be exalted. 

Psa 89:30  But if his sons abandon My laws and do not follow My ordinances…
Psa 89:32  then I will punish their disobedience with a rod and their iniquity with lashes. 
(New Testament alert!  He scourges every child He loves/accepts, Heb. 12:6)
Psa 89:33  but I will not remove from him My steadfast love or be false to My faithfulness. 
Psa 89:34  I will not violate My covenant or alter the word that went forth from My lips.”  
 
9/27/2023
A Brother from God’s Assembly in Florida sent us:
A sight of the angelic realm in action w/Biblical teaching, 53-minute video.  Moving forward, if our word isn’t His Word and His Word isn’t our word, you/we are willfully shunning our cross and will have hell to pay on earth – in the here and now (i.e., no fruitfulness/strength) – and beyond.

9/29/2023
I heard, “Marburg” throughout the watches of the night.  In the morning, I journaled, “Is ‘Marburg’ the ‘Bozrah’ You spoke to me about on 9/6/2023 as I prepared for the 9/10/2023 video sermon?”
 
BY PROVIDENCE, my subsequent time in the Word (answer) was verbatim out of that video sermon, For My sword has drunk its fill in the heavens; behold, it descends for judgment upon Edom, upon the people I have devoted to destruction. The LORD has a sword; it is sated with blood; it is gorged with fat, with the blood of lambs and goats, with the fat of the kidneys of rams. For the LORD has a sacrifice in Bozrah, a great slaughter in the land of Edom.” Isa. 34:5-6   (Commentary by John Gill.  “Bozrah,” His Word on 9-6-2023 & 9-10-2023; Marburg Virus, a hemorrhagic fever akin to Ebola and only one possible element of the War at hand.  See articles at bottom. Weird, Marburg Virus declared Pandemic status, 12-9-2020, granting special liability immunity for government officials.  Excerpts from Special Forces manual.)
 
Rev 19:11  …in righteousness He judges and makes war. 

Jer 51:24  “I will repay Babylon and all the inhabitants of Chaldea before your very eyes for all the evil that they have done in Zion,” declares the LORD. (Babylon = confusion; sacrifices for created things rather than the Creator; idolatry, prevalent throughout America and the nations.)

Jer 51:35  “The violence done to me and to my kinsmen be upon Babylon,” let the inhabitant of Zion say. “My blood be upon the inhabitants of Chaldea,” let Jerusalem say. 
Jer 51:36  Therefore thus says the LORD: “Behold, I will plead your cause and take vengeance for you. I will dry up her sea and make her fountain dry.”

Jer 51:5  Indeed, Israel and Judah haven’t been abandoned by their God, by the LORD of the Heavenly Armies, although their land is full of guilt against the Holy One of Israel.
Jer 51:6  Flee from the midst of Babylon; let every one save his life! Be not cut off in her punishment, for this is the time of the LORD’s vengeance, the repayment He is rendering her. 
Jer 51:7  Babylon was a golden cup in the LORD’s hand, making all the earth drunken; the nations drank of her wine; therefore the nations went mad. 

Jer 51:11  Sharpen the arrows! Take up the shields! The LORD has stirred up the spirit of the kings of the Medes, because His purpose concerning Babylon is to destroy it, for that is the vengeance of the LORD, the vengeance for His temple. 

Jer 51:14-16, The Lord Almighty has sworn by Himself:  I will surely fill you with troops, as with a swarm of locusts, and they will shout in triumph over you.  “He made the earth by his power; He founded the world by His wisdom and stretched out the heavens by His understanding. When He thunders, the waters in the heavens roar; He makes clouds rise from the ends of the earth.  He sends lightning with the rain and brings out the wind (destroying storm) from His storehouses.”  (Judgement intermingled with Mercy, says the minister who saw so many saved during Hurricane Katrina disaster relief).

Eze 32:3  Thus says the Lord GOD: I will throw My net over you with a host of many peoples, and they will haul you up in My dragnet. 
Eze 32:4  And I will cast you on the ground; on the open field I will fling you, and will cause all the birds of the heavens to settle on you, and I will gorge the beasts of the whole earth with you. 

Rev 19:17  Then I saw an angel standing in the sun, and with a loud voice he called to all the birds that fly directly overhead, “Come, gather for the great supper of God, 
Rev 19:18  to eat the flesh of kings, the flesh of captains, the flesh of mighty men, the flesh of horses and their riders, and the flesh of all men, both free and slave, both small and great.” 

Isa 66:15  For behold, the LORD will come in fire, and His chariots like the whirlwind, to render His anger in fury, and His rebuke with flames of fire. 
Isa 66:16  For by fire will the LORD enter into judgment, and by His sword…and those slain by the LORD shall be many. 
 
2012 visions:  America split in two.  Tyrannical technocracy.
2020 visions:  Horse running (war, or Apocalypse).  “Deepest Darkest.”
2023 revelation:  Angelic help from heaven freshly dispatched to aid you! (Psa. 68(c)110 and Bible lessons – 18-minutes and 53-minutes, in that order).

Let us receive and cooperate with Help from On High … or perish.

Psa 91:1  He that dwelleth (remains) in the secret place (intimacy, protection, hiding place, “prayer-closet”) of the most High shall abide (remain) under the shadow (Defense) of the Almighty.  See other Benefits
 
Commended reading that expounds without offending what is Above:
Though article #2 starts out quite abrasive, stick with it because the rough points are born out and smoothed by sober logic.  The articles can help you “see” the revelations I’ve reported for more than a decade, which are becoming more and more apparent in the earthly realm. 

1)  Critical Thinking
2)  More planned shock events to come
3)  Digital Tyranny, Covenant with Death.

A Song of Comfort, Psalm 139… which says all your days were planned out (“ordained,” vs 16) for you before you were ever born.  We can agree with those days/plans by a deliberate act of our will, made available to us by the power of the Cross of Christ, even His shed Blood.  Then, follow in His steps, seeking Him daily.  He has ordained peace for us, all that we have accomplished He has done for us (Isa. 26:12)!

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