22-year Memorial, ATC in NY on 9/11

Susan & Robert Totman, San Isabel Church, Colorado, 9/10/2023.

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( Two corrections to video message:
1) I have been walking with Jesus 7,300 days, as of 10/26/23.
2) Elizabeth was not yet pregnant in Luke 1:17 declaration. )

1 – 15:55 minutes, My day in the FAA as an air traffic controller in New York on 9/11.
15:55 – 42:47 minutes, The solution to all the problems in the world today (Bible lesson).
42:47 – 83:55 minutes, Revelations that were not included in Corridors in the Sky + the state of the nation today:  Refusing to relent, God allows “Another devastating blow to come upon America.”

Out of the Blue, 9/11


Father’s Day 2023 message/quote“Endure hardship as discipline; God is treating you as his children. For what children are not disciplined by their father?” (Hebrews 12:7).  And, He scourges every child He accepts, verse 6.

Your Heavenly Father prefers His children to be disciplined merely by His breath upon His Words to you.  

“Where there is no revelation, people cast off restraint; but blessed is the one who heeds wisdom’s instruction. Servants cannot be corrected by mere words; though they understand, they will not respond” (Pro. 29:18-19). 

Do not be surprised by the fiery trial which is at hand, He stops every person from their labor so that they will look up – to Him (1 Pet. 4:12-19 & Job 37:1-7).  He will trouble those who trouble our Gospel endeavors (2 Thes. 1:5-6), whether in China, Russia, DC or across America.  And to the repentant, He gives what all of us need more than anything else:

Isa. 28:5  In that day the LORD of hosts will be a crown of glory, and a diadem of beauty, to the remnant of his people, 
Isa. 28:6  and a spirit of justice to him who sits in judgement, and a source of strength to those who turn back the battle at the gate.” 


 
Thank you for adding your faith, hope & love to this and all our Gospel endeavors.  May God richly bless you and keep you, in Jesus’ Name.



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Church at San Isabel, w/Srujana

Behold, Srujana from India!

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Ministry photos, the Church at San Isabel.

Gleanings from India, under the King of kings:

  • Srujana Bharathi Moparthi.  She was born in a Church, delivered by her dad (& mom) alone because it was the rainy season and there was no way to get to a hospital or receive any help.  Her father lifted her to the Lord, dedicating her to Jesus Christ straight away.
  • More must-know info!

Pictures of our 10 days with this precious Woman of God, a priceless forever-daughter of ours in Jesus Christ, click here.  We were honored to the moon and back when she refused to leave our home without first bowing to touch our feet while we pronounced God’s blessings upon her & her going, as her “parents in the USA.”

– The Circle of God –

Spurgeon, 1858  (italic font mine)
“ … All things teach us, if we have but a mind to learn. There is nothing which we can see, or hear, or feel, which may not be the channels of great instruction to us …

Beloved, believe me, it is God’s providence, when his paths drop fatness, and when the valleys rejoice on every side. It is a part of his plan when the fields are covered with corn, and when there is grass for the cattle; but it is equally as much a part of the plan of his providence to reduce the earth to famine, and bring the human race to misery at certain stated seasons …

It is just the same with you in your own private concerns. There is a God of providence to you. Lo, these many years has he fed you, and has never denied you the supply of your wants. Bread has been given to you, and your water has been sure. Your children have been about you. You have washed your feet with butter, you have rejoiced; you have stood fast in the ways of God, and in the ways of happiness. You have been able to say, ‘Our ways are ways of pleasant ness, and all our paths are peace.’ You have not been, of all men, the most miser able, but in some respects connected with your life, and blessed by God’s providence, you have been the happiest amongst the human race; and now a dark cloud has fallen upon you. The sunlight of God’s providence has set while it was yet noon. When you were rejoicing in the brightness of your light, on a sudden a midday-midnight has fallen upon you, to your horror and dismay … Your penury, your sickness, your bereavement, your contempt, all these things are as much ordained for you, and settled in the path of providence, as your wealth, your comfort, and your joy. Think not that God has changed. It involves no change of the sun when an eclipse overshadows it … so it is with God. It may be that his purposes are moving onward to some great and distant goal, which yet we cannot see, circling around himself in some greater circle than human knowledge yet can guess; but this is certain, that, so far as we are concerned, God is the same, and of his years there is no end, and from his fixed and settled path he hath not swerved. His glory is undimmed, even when eye cannot see it. His love is just as bright, even when the shinings of it are concealed. He hath not moved to the right hand nor to the left. With the Father of lights there is no variableness, neither the shadow of turning. He abideth fast and fixed, though all things pass away. Let me confide then in him.

Now, did you ever notice that in providence the circle is God’s rule still. The earth is here to-day; it will be in the same place this day next year; it will go round the circle; it gets no further. It is just so in providence. God began the circle of his providence in Eden. That is where he will end. There was a paradise on earth, when God began his providential dealings with mankind; there will be a paradise at the end. It is the same with your providence. Naked came ye forth from your mother’s womb, and naked must ye return to the earth. It is a circle. Where God has begun, there will he end … God’s rule in grace is still the circle. Man was originally pure and holy; that is what God’s grace will make him at last, He was pure when he was made by God in the garden. That is what God shall make him, when he comes to fashion him like unto his own glorious image, and present him complete in heaven. We begin our piety by denying the world, by being full of love to God; we often decline in grace, and God will bring us back to the state in which we were when we first began, so that we shall rejoice in none but Christ, and give our hearts to him as we did at first. Hence, there must be an eclipse in grace, because even there the circle seems to be the rule of God’s gracious government …”

He leads us in paths of righteousness, for His Name’s sake.

What a familiar ring and view we have heard and seen tolling in recent months from the Living God, as He lays what looks to us to be ordained work before us (again)!  We see the Father’s Day message we relayed fleshing itself out in God’s speed: 

  1.  It is written, “You shall be holy, because I am Holy.”
  2. Do the works I set before you, the works created for you by Me since before you were born.
  3. Behold, from My Throne, I am making all things new! (Despite decay or death, restoring them to their original state.)

Practicing what we preach,
WE’VE SEEN WHAT 2023 HAS SHOWN US BEFORE!

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from the Bride

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Luke 4:4, “And Jesus answered him, “It is written, ‘Man shall not live by bread alone.’” 

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O House of David!

Golden showers upon the Blood of Christ Mountains;
to the pure all things are pure, to the defiled, nothing is pure.

“I was an air traffic controller in New York on 9/11 – then God.”

Israel Forsakes the Lord
Jer 2:1  This message from the LORD came to me: 
Jer 2:2  “Go and announce to Jerusalem: ‘This is what the LORD says: “I remember the loyal devotion of your youth, your love as a bride. You followed me in the desert, in a land that was not planted. 
Jer 2:3  Israel was consecrated to the LORD, she was the first fruits of his produce. All who devoured her became guilty and disaster came on them,” declares the LORD.'” 
Jer 2:4  Listen to this message from the LORD, you descendants of Jacob and all the families of the descendants of Israel. 
Jer 2:5  This is what the LORD says: “What did your ancestors find wrong with me that they left me, and pursued worthless things, and so they became worthless? (Recall Father’s Day Message“The salt has lost its saltiness; it is worthless,” New Testament.)

Message to the House of David
Jer 21:11  “And to the house of the king of Judah say, ‘Hear the word of the LORD, 
Jer 21:12  O house of David! Thus says the LORD: “‘Administer justice every morning, and deliver from the hand of the oppressor him who has been robbed, lest my wrath go forth like fire, and burn with none to quench it, because of your evil deeds.’” 
Jer 21:13  “Behold, I am against you, O inhabitant of the valley, O rock of the plain, declares the LORD; you who say, ‘Who can come against us, or who shall enter our habitations?’ 
Jer 21:14  I will punish you as your deeds deserve, declares the LORD; I will kindle a fire in her forest, and it shall devour all that is around her.” 

Isa 28:5  At that time, the LORD of the Heavenly Armies will become a glorious crown, a beautiful diadem for the remnant of his people, 
Isa 28:6  and a spirit of justice to the one who sits in judgment, a source of strength to those who turn back the battle at the gate. 

Act 3:19  Therefore, repent and turn to Him to have your sins blotted out, 
Act 3:20  so that times of refreshing may come from the presence of the Lord and so that he may send you Jesus, whom he appointed long ago to be the Messiah.

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God’s Equity For You, parts 3 & 4

“If we continue sinning, all that is left for us is a fearful time of waiting for the judgment and the angry fire that will destroy those who live against God. For so Adonai has said to me: ‘I will remain quiet, and look from My dwelling place, like shimmering heat in the summer sun’…”  Hebrews 10:27 & Isaiah 18:4

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God’s Equity For You, part 2


Have you tapped in to the Equity that God has set aside for your enjoyment unto His glory?

How much Equity do you suppose you have, before God?

Meditate Psalm 34 line-by-line to help open your heart and mind to ALL that God has in store for you.

Part 2 of 4 of God’s Equity for you includes an introduction from a long-time financial supporter of our ministry who we never met … until moving to Colorado!  Don (& Deb) live just an hour and ten minutes from our home and we’ve now delighted to meet them, and have been joyfully growing in fellowship with them too.  For a Double Portion of goodness from Above, consider Don’s death-bed preach from 2019 – the validity of the Word he preaches is borne out in that Don is not dead today!  Noooo, he is alive, healthy, whole and praising Jesus, glorifying the Living Words hereby shared with you.  Did you notice that he and I both suffered life-threatening medical issues during the same time-frame?  Mine was immediately prior to moving to Colorado and his was immediately after our move.  Hmm, as if some hostile force did not want bone to connect to bone in this nation (Christ raising His Church & Eze. 37), go figure.

Part 1:  God’s Equity For You (12 minutes).
Part 2:  God’s Equity For You, part 2 (12 minutes).

You won’t want to miss parts 3 and 4 of this series as – via testimony – dramatic holiness ratchets up the volume of what the Spirit is saying to America today.  I’ve recently added you to this weekly (Sunday morning) email list and hope you will not unsubscribe.  Rest assured, if you do, we will love you and pray for you no less.

Thank you for adding your faith, hope & love to this and all our Gospel endeavors.

May your wildernesses burst into bloom, in Jesus’ Name! (Isa. 35:1-2)

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God’s Equity For You

Matthew 13:52, “Therefore every scribe who has been trained for the kingdom of heaven is like a master of a house, who brings out of his treasure things new and old.”

Have you tapped in to the Equity that God has set aside for your enjoyment unto His glory?

How much Equity do you suppose you have, before God?

Listen now:  God’s Equity For You (12 minutes).

Thank you for adding your passionate prayers, faith, hope & love to this and all of our Gospel endeavors.  May your wildernesses burst into bloom, in Jesus’ Name! (Isa. 35:1-2)

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“Poison” in Food Supply

“We need a complete ban on Messenger RNA moving into livestock.”
UPDATE, Click image to view 12-minute video.
MO-HB1169, requiring labels when mRNA is present in food, was defeated : (
However, several other states have introduced legislation to require labels on packaging where mRNA is present. Your prayers matter, please pray that this gene editing technology will not be allowed to propagate in America’s mainstream food supply! (I am not expressing my views on “January 6” as compared to the introduction to this interview with Dr. McCullough about mRNA in food.)

Above, June 16, 2023

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Below, April 9, 2023


“The fear of the LORD leads to life; then one rests content, untouched by trouble,” Proverbs 19:23. 

When I was in the military, before the Berlin Wall fell, part of my Basic Training included watching news casts from enemy nations.  We were instructed to observe how the newscasts had no connection to reality.  As soldiers, we were incited to willingness & readiness for battle against countries that would do such a thing to its citizens, “a form of mind control by tyrannical governments,” we were taught.  I recall being amped up and ready to go – it worked!

There is a time for everything under the sun, a time to “take no thought about tomorrow” (Matt. 6:34) and a time to prepare for certain hardship (Gen. 41:28-36).

Has the curtain not been pulled back for you?

“Now the actions of the flesh are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity, promiscuity, idolatry, witchcraft (*G5331, pharmakeia), hatred, rivalry, jealously, outbursts of anger, quarrels, conflicts, factions, envy, murder, drunkenness, wild partying, and things like that. I am telling you now, as I have told you in the past, that people who practice such things will not inherit the kingdom of God.”  (Gal. 5:19-21, ISV, bold mine for emphasis)

*not all meds are bad, but some are! We do not belong to ourselves so we must walk in the Spirit for discernment or suffer the consequences of witchcraft in our bodies (1 Cor. 3:16-20, 1 Cor. 6:19-20).


Hmm, the works of the flesh are obvious

Genesis 3:15  And there will be war between you (the serpent) and the woman[kind] …

To those without God’s Spirit, it is foolishness to suggest the news headlines today have pulled back the curtain so that the whole world can plainly see Genesis 3:15, with or without an opened Bible.

The Bible then records generation after generation of assault on womankind, from Genesis to the Gospels, while the “serpent” feverishly attacked every possible womb to stop Life Itself (Jesus Christ) from entering the earth, born of a woman.  We testify that despite the Cross (the war) Jesus lives Supreme, having stomped on the head of the serpent as Genesis 3:15 goes on to Promise.  Through faith in Jesus’ Life, Death & Resurrection, believers have escaped the second death (that of their soul) and do patiently endure while awaiting the Redemption of their physical bodies, many passing through the first death (the grave) while they wait.  (This is not a message opposed to miraculous physical healings, for we have seen Jesus’ Redemption overpower mortal illness and self-inflicted injuries alike.)

Despite being Christian, it is possible to suffer a premature death (Ecc. 7:17, Psa. 10:8). 

1 John 2:18  Little children, it is the last hour; and as you were given word that the Antichrist would come, so now a number of Antichrists have come to you; and by this we are certain that it is the last hour.   (BBE)

We are at war, waiting!  You have real enemies who really want to kill you.  You need the Spirit of God for all of your Fact Checks to avoid self-destructive land mines and the like.

Amos 9:9  For behold, I will command, and shake the house of Israel among all the nations as one shakes with a sieve, but no pebble (1 Pet. 2:4-5) shall fall to the earth. 
Amos 9:10  All the sinners of My people shall die by the sword, who say, ‘Disaster shall not overtake or meet us.’

Our options can be likened to a steadfast horse, attentive to its Master’s direction or we can be like a wild ass, rushing off to its “first death” (poor diet, careless living, etc.) in this very real and hostile environment in which we all now live.


Don’t do not live!  A little fun with AI:

We [do not] believe that, back in the day, Christians used secret codes & symbols to communicate and identify one another because their death warrants circulated among “the powerful” and the population alike.

We [do not] believe there is a mystical global force which seeks to destroy you because you are created in the image and love of God.

We [do not] believe that programmed AI is a threat to humanity.

We [do not] believe this is a time to prepare for coming hardship.

We [do not] believe the CCP has bad intentions toward the U.S. or that most U.S. politicians are whores to the highest payer (Big Tech, Big Pharma, Big Media, CCP).

We [do not] believe that Thomas D. Williams is correct by his assertions in the book, “The Coming Christian Persecution.”  Haven’t read it, just sayin’.

We [do not] believe that a shockingly high percentage of vaxxed females suffered experimental gene therapy injury (intentionally!) and that Pfizer is a German-Chinese company.

We [do not] believe this financial wizard (& his team) did nearly two years of extensive data analysis to better invest vast wealth which has been entrusted to him  by an informed look forward.  Conclusion, in essence, “Connecting the dots is not needed because the de facto results clearly evidence an attack has taken place that will continue to harm for years to come.”

We [do not] believe you should be taking action now to prepare for a total surveillance society under financial tyranny, including the reformation of all of your internet searches and internet statements.

We [do not] believe that thieves commit crimes to resist being discovered or caught and, when caught, that they fight using hell’s resources to retain what they have stolen.  We [do not] believe a dying horse kicks and flails radically in its last minutes.

We [do not] believe that your very life now fully depends upon you having an actual walk (consistent steps forward, without deviation or regression) with the actual Jesus Christ.

WE DO BELIEVE THE NATIONAL FOOD SUPPLY (visions, 3-10-2023) IS BEING LOADED WITH DEATH (news, 4-3-2023) – the beef, poultry & vegetables.  PLEASE PRAY FOR LABEL REQUIREMENTS NOW, via the MO-HB1169 legislation. 

If you’ve been around us a while, you’ve heard that, in 2010, I concluded during a sermon, ‘In light of all these certain coming troubles, the best thing I can offer you to prepare is you having your own legit relationship / walk with Jesus.’  And you’ve heard that, after the national election of November 2012, I reported seeing the nation split in two, no longer able to ‘hold water,’ while totalitarian technocracy worked its way to reach every single American citizen.  I’ve shared that during the publication of my book (2016), Corridors in the Sky, the Lord revealed to me that I would be ferociously attacked for sharing the testimony of Jesus Christ; since, my body endured years of physical attack. Then there was the horse in full stride that my eyes were opened to see in the Spirit, in January 2020.  As I recall, my blog subsequently speculated as to the meaning of the horse:  Biohazard? War? Apocalypse?  If you’ve been listening, you also heard me witness in October 2020 that the main block of conservative voters in this country were racing toward “the deepest darkness,” in which calling on Truth would be aggressively & supernaturally opposed. Millions upon millions of people around the globe have been unjustly disabled and/or prematurely perished since I reported seeing the horse running free. 

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We did not watch the commended Dr. Drew video interviews because we were already informed of the guests’ material.

NIH study affirmsDetox spike proteins (we have no affiliation-to or financial profit-from this product).

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“Those who live without You surely die.”

CDC Data Shows Excess Mortality for Ages 0–24 is at 44.8% (10% is world-war status).

Babies, toddlers, teenagers, young adults—are dying 45% above the historical & projected levels.

UPDATE, August 11, 2023, Above.

January 1, 2023, below …


“Those who live without You surely die,” Psalm 73

“Today, if you hear His voice do not harden your hearts … as you did that day in the desert … ”  And the Spirit says, “They have not known My ways … So I declared in My anger, they will never enter My rest!”  Psalm 95

Mat 13:41  The Son of Man will send his angels, and they will gather out of his kingdom all causes of sin and all law-breakers (Rev 14:18  [An] angel came out from the altar, the angel who has authority over the fire, and he called with a loud voice to the one who had the sharp sickle, “Put in your sickle and gather the clusters from the vine of the earth, for its grapes are ripe.”),
Mat 13:42  and throw them into the fiery furnace. In that place there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth. 
Mat 13:43  Then the righteous will shine like the sun in the kingdom of their Father. He who has ears, let him hear. 

A swinging sickle from On-High will look quite violent this year!  Believe in God, trust in King Jesus’ deliverance!  He is sorting things out unto a new and better expression of His Bride in the earth, reforming the Church to penetrate and shine through the darkness!

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Reference 12/3/2022 post …

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Turns out, the 10-14-2022 & 12-1-2022 visions are marked by AI
(right side, green & red circles) on this Technical Analysis chart:

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